THE WAIT

I am about to cry,
Dry the tears before they fall
I am about to break down,
Hold them all together before the crack appears
I am about to fall so hard,
Catch me before I am gone
I am about to drown within my thoughts,
Save me from the suffocation
I am about to forget happiness,
Remind me hope might be left
I am about to embrace the sad destiny,
Show that the future is what happens now
But still,
I am about to do all of it...
But where are you??
Not
Across the skies
Below the oceans
Far away from the universe
Yet not near
Unknown and anonymous
I will wait to be proved wrong
I will wait for hope to be restored
Come before the wait consumes the remnants of sanity...
Come before the ultimate wait ends in doom
Come before me before the luck fails me...